So tomorrow is that auspicious date we have all been waiting for for over 26,000 years – 21/12/2012. For those living in fear they expect the end of the world. For me I see it as a time of rebirth, the dawning of the Age of Aquarius, bringing back the balance into the Divine Feminine in our world which is so out of balance.
But this isn’t about that. That is a post for another time……..
So with all of this talk about the end of the world, it got me thinking..what if the world were to end tomorrow…….what would have wished you had while you were here? and what held you back from doing it?
To be honest this is something I still struggle with all of the time. I held myself back from starting my business for years. I was always getting ready to start- just one more course, one more certification, one more this, my website needs this, and this and this.
Until my starting business phase had taken two years, and then I found out I was pregnant again. It suddenly dawned on me that there is no perfect time to start anything – whether it be losing weight, starting your business, getting a new job, or doing something on your bucket list.
Do you hear me – THERE IS NEVER A PERFECT TIME TO DO THE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO. Why? Because life happens, things happen, unplanned circumstances arise which will always try to push you off your path.
Oh don’t worry your beautiful subconscious mind will come up with a million excuses for you not to do something – because that is its job to keep you safe in your comfort zone. It takes a lot of awareness to call this for what it is.
And even though I’ve taken steps forward with my purpose – I still hold myself back. Why? Because just like you, somewhere inside of me think that I need to be perfect, that everything needs to be perfect before I do this and that. I need to show you that I have it all together. And well the truth is – I don’t. I just don’t. Just like you I struggle with trying to fit everything in, and I’m learning slowly.
But now the main excuse I use is my weight. You see I put on about 25kgs in my pregnancy with Sebastian, and unlike my other pregnancies this weight isn’t falling off like it did with my other two.
So I hide. Too afraid that if people saw how ‘fat’ I am that they would somehow think I was less of a healer, mentor and feminine power advocate – Yes there’s that monkey mind again. We really are so hard on ourselves sometimes.
So the other day I said the hell with it. I said yes to an event in LA, that I was holding myself back because of my weight. I had no idea how I was going to get there – but that wasn’t my concern. I said yes!!!
So with that I have decided that if I lose some weight – great. And if I don’t – great. What ever happens, I’m not letting it be the excuse that holds me back from getting my message out there and helping thousands of women step up and reclaim their feminine divine. I have just come to the conclusion that there is more of me to love, and more of me to give to all of you beautiful goddesses out there.
So if I can do this, so can you. What are you holding back on doing waiting for the right time? Are you going to join in saying YES to what ever that is?
Use this time to set your intentions for 2013. All those things you have been holding you back on. Now is the time for you to step up and say YES. Don’t worry about the how – that is not your concern – the how will come.
Please let me know what you have been holding back on, that you are finally saying YES to below. I would love to hear your thoughts on this post. Please leave me a comment below, and feel free to send this out to your Facebook and Twitter peeps if you liked it. Muchly appreciated.
Until next time
Stay strong and beautiful divine soul
Lots of love and gratitude
Hi Megan
It was great to read this and dont worry about your weight as you said there is more of you to love and remember you have grown some beautiful children within it.
Things that are holding me back are my financial situation, in which I struggle to put food on the table each week let alone find money to spend on myself to get mentoring etc. Also struggling with my daughters behavioural issues which take up a lot of time, effort and money in which I dont have. And not really sure of what else stops me but I am surley sick of it.
All the best with your trip to LA and hope you have a merry christmas and a happy new year and stay safe.
Hi Megan,
Thank you for your comment. I would love for you to look up Abraham-Hicks on YouTube. The information they convey is amazing. They also have a book called ‘Money and the Law of Attraction’ but it is abut so much more than that. This booked changed my life, and I know it will change yours as well. It’s all about your perspective. If you have a roof over your head, hot running water and electricity then you have more than 75% of the world population. Start to focus on 2 things every day to be grateful for. There are so many free and cheap resources available on the web to help with money mindset. I started out with books, lots of audio books on so many different topics. It doesn’t have to cost a lot to change your life, but you have to really want to do the work.
Love and gratitude
Megan
Hi
awesome blog post 🙂 you always write about exactly what is happening with me at the same time Megan, it’s like talking to a mirror for me <3 I have been thinking of my own business, caring for my new bub along with my family as per usual, stewing over my own 25kg gain, coming to terms with the idea I have taken 12 months of work and trying to figure out how to relax and slow down and enjoy.
I am the only thing that limits me, I know that and I limit myself in every area. I'm really just focusing on LOVE, love for my beautiful boys x my partner and finding love for myself. I've been reading lots of abraham and making my main focus of the day love, and although it may seem so small and simple; for a self loathing worrier love and appreciation on a day to day basis to simply raise my vibration is tougher than it sounds.
I'm just being positive and loving and quickly forgiving myself and getting right back on that flow everytime I find myself veering off, or at least I'm trying 🙂
Love and best wishes Megan, thanks again for your posts x they mean so much x
Sam x
p.s happy 21.12.2012 for tomorrow <3
Hi Sam,
Thank you for your comment. It truly is about getting out of our own way. You are doing the most important things for you right now, taking care and nurturing you and your family. Abraham-Hicks is amazing – they changed my life, and is is such a simple yet profound way to look at things.
Keep doing all of your amazing beautiful growing and evolving on your journey.
Love and gratitude
Megan xo
Is it possible to be holding back on realising your life purpose? I’m full of drive and determination but have no clue where I’m headed. I am saying yes to discovering my dreams and making them happen!
Hi Madelaine,
Than you for your comment. Yes is is possible if you have fear associated with realising it, from this life and past lives. It’s important to understand the difference between your life purpose and mission. We all have a purpose of living in love, being love and living from a place of Divine love, light and truth. Your mission is how you choose to experience that in this incarnation. And that my friend is all part of your journey. Take action as you are guided and trust in your soul and your guides to show you the path you need to take.
Love and gratitude
Megan
Hello there gorgeous soul megan!!!
Yet again your words are so timely!!! I have been struggling with this the last 6 months. I was a perfectionist and then I stumbled across a great quote “Betta done than perfect” and once I acknowledge that I had an issue with things having to be done RIGHT nothing ever was done and so many opportunities were missed things started to shift! So now when ever I think of doing something I try really hard to a) do it and b) finish it!! another of my faults…. lol this is such a huge obstacle to overcome and one that is challenging every single day 🙂
With much love and light and gratitude
Trish
Hi Trish,
Thank you so much for your comment and support. My business mentor always says that imperfect action is better than no action. Always remember that you never fail but rather discover the ways of doing things differently. Everything is a lesson for us to learn and grown from on our journey.
Much love and gratitude to you
Megan xo